So this morning, kyla wanted to leave the house at 630… I set my alarm for 6. I wake up this morning a minute before I think my alarm is supposed to go off. I turn on my lamp next to my bed and mentally prepare myself to get up. And then I looked at the clock thinking ‘it has to be past 3 now, why hasn’t my alarm gone off?’ And then I realized… It was 3 am.
LOL this was in my queue from a few months ago! i thought it was funny so im posting it. seems to me that i am in this situation more than id like to admit! buuuuuut its still kinda funny… :P
oh my gosh i went through this entire rant in my head, wondering if i should write it down or not, thinking it would probably be a terrible idea. it is a terrible idea. so….
When you talk about things like girls not being attracted to you or nobody liking you and being ugly and etc., it makes me feel like shit. It makes me feel awful not only because I hate when people, especially my friends, feel that way, but also because what am i, a duck? is my opinion so completely irrelevant that i am not even factored into the analysis of this preconceived notion you have?
I started reading new moon about 2 years ago, and I finally picked it up again a week or so ago. I got really upset for a while cuz I REALLY liked the book… And then alice showed up in the books, and then edward, and I hate the book again. I guess I only like the book when its about jacob and bella. Stupid sparkling vampires…
So last night, during the 5 hours of lying awake in bed, I thought about a lot of things. One, about a month or so ago I said I would say yes next time… I realized that I have already said no 5 times that I recall. Also, I wanted to try the 30 day rejection therapy thing, and I just royally bombed on that. I get these ideas, and I don’t follow through with them. Though, I really don’t think I’ll follow through with the say yes thing. I don’t like people being too close.
Also there is a moth flying around my room. I don’t think I’ll get a lot of sleep tonight. Hopefully it will be more than the one hour I got last night, and the broken hours I got the night before tho. I just don’t know how I’m going to sleep with a moth flying around… At least it isn’t a spider.